Lost Feelings
A lost feeling
Moving
Entwining
Then Hiding
A new feeling
Growing
Building
Then Dying
Lost and hid for so long
A desired and deserved revival
Hopes of being reborn vanish
No where to go at all
It screams for a release
Not an opening in sight
Dulling defeat soon ensues
Succumbing at last
Dulling defeat, it sours
Numbing defeat, they seclude
Numb
It's
More than
Just a feeling
You have when
Something goes to sleep
It's
More than
Just a feeling
That's there when
The doctor has finished
It's
More than
Just a feeling
You feel when
Winter bites your hands
It's
A Pain
Like nothing
You have ever felt
Before in it's entirety
It's
Not A
Tingly sensation
That makes you itch
It's
A real
Feeling deep down
In the pit of your stomach
It's
In your
Heart and everywhere
Else that matters on the inside
It's
Killing love
Your last remaining
Feeling until you have nothing
It's
Dull and
Gray in color
It's
Alive and
Digging deeper
It's
Out for
You
Never Ending Love
Even though you can feel the mist
From the afternoon's cloudy uproar
Fallling with no intention of stopping
The rain, just like your love,never ending
Despite the power of the push
Sparkling,and shimmering within
Breaking and twisting relentlessly
The wave,just like your love,never ending
Ignoring the piercing pain it delivers
The bright orange glow reflects
Eating and consuming all it desires
The fire,just like your love,never ending
Showing no possible sign of fright
The flash and the rumbles intensify
Reaching out from the clouds
The lightning,just like your love,never ending
Your Beautiful Face by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
Your Beautiful Face
Your Beautiful Face
When I'm feeling down
All I gotta do is take a look
There's your smiling upside down frown
I want to take a picture to keep in the pages of my mental book
If the mood is low
I glance over at you
Looking into those lovely eyes
Now I see no dark clouds, just clear skies
Seeing you there
Signing to your most perfection
The joy inside me has almost exploded
If there was a mirror, I could see your beautiful face in my eye's reflection
Watching a favorite band
I see you get up and show your best imitation
I just want to hug and squeeze you,then reach out and kiss your hand
So much love,so much warmth.My heart is
I Wish I Could Freeze Time by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
I Wish I Could Freeze Time
I wish I could freeze time
Being able to cuddle you
With no worry of how much time we got
Kissing and rubbing you too
Together without a time slot
I wish I could freeze time
Being so close we can feel each other's heart beat
Hugging and comforting without an end
Feeling the air,it's so clean,crisp and neat
The everlasting warmth within
Man, I really wish I could freeze time
Kissing your lovely soft lips
Not even the slightest movement to check the clock
Holding onto your hips
Finally no listening for the door to echo a knock
Geez, I wish I could freeze time
Sleeping next to you
Cuddling and not even caring about the hour
Ju
Our Weekend Of Joy by ResidentEvilRock, literature
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Our Weekend Of Joy
Our Weekend Of Joy
Driving on a near endless road
Reading the directions for the path ahead
The truck carrying our weekend load
Take a right,that's what the directions read
2 more miles,and we'll find the spot
Pull on the side,so we'll meet her
Geez,this heater gets really hot
"Keep up and follow me",the plan to occur
Now it's a straight shot through
Almost to our wonderful destination
I bet it will have an awesome view
Looking for the right road, with frustration
Looking up,a long winding road will await
Curving,and sliding, the closer we become
Is this the right road, we begin to debate
Finding the right road,my ass has bec
Your Smell
It's stuck in my head
Which in fact is a good thing
It's even on this coat I just shed
It reminds me of spring
It's a nice combination of scents
Your awesome shampoo
Your perfume,good times it represents
Even the gum that you chew
When it graces my nose
I know I'll see that beautiful face
And all the expressions it shows
Your awesome body I'll get to embrace
In my dreams,the scent comes back
Images of us laughing,and having fun
Then,the images cease and go black
The bell rings.Is this class already done?
Squeezing You
When you sit in my lap
I wrap my arms around you
Just listening to your heart tap
Also sniffing of your awesome shampoo
I just sit there,hugging ,squeezing you
When we meet early in the day
Just walk around,trying to become awake
Then the bell rings,making us go about our way
We then begin to say goodbye,and wave with a shake
I just stand there,hugging, squeezing you
When we go to our classes
Sitting there waiting for them to be done
Looking out the window of the clear glasses
The bell rings,off to meet you I run
I meet you there,hugging, squeezing you
We spend the rest of the day together
Cuddling,laughing ,an
My Wrestling Boots by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
My Wrestling Boots
My Wrestling Boots
If these boots could talk
They would tell tales of once joy
Like when I first put them on to take a walk
At that time,I was just a young boy
If these boots could speak
Fun times and late nights
Learning the trade,and each technique
In the ring , with such bright lights
If these boots had a voice
Breath-taking moments with friends
This was our life of choice
But as all things good, there are always ends
If these boots had vocal chords
Traveling and learning from city to city
Training on those good ol' plywood boards
My two best friends conscience, I began to pity
If these boots could communicate
These wond
The Dark Black Cloud by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
The Dark Black Cloud
The Dark Black Cloud
I see her lying there gasping
Eyes all bulgy,and dilated
Some fresh air,that's all she's asking
Why can't this cancer be annihilated?
The dark black cloud is coming down
She's so nervous,so paranoid
Wishes she hadn't done it,but still smokes
Never listened to me,I tried to help her avoid
Telling her she's gonna be alright,we try to coax
The dark black cloud is on it way down
So much pain,all over what?
Is it really that hard to put it down?
The only question is, to light it or to not?
No air in the lungs,feels like she's gonna drown
The dark black cloud is almost on it's way down
I love her,regardless of t
I Stare Into Your Eyes
With Such Compromise
I See The Spark
It's A Nice Remark
I Can't Resist Your Touch
Never Enough And Never Too Much
I Just Wanna Hide
Within The Warmth
That Feels So Good
Coming From Inside
Your Amazing Grin
It Shouts Out So Wonderful
Even Highlights Your Chin
Along With Your Face
When It Lights Up
What A Colorful Grace!
So Beautiful To My Eyes
Don't Ever Hide It In Disguise
It's A Nice Feeling To Know
That Someone You Love
Without A Doubt
Loves You As Well
And They Are So Truly Beautiful
Both Inside And Out.
Talk To Me
I Want To Understand
As This Situation Grows
Please Tell Me As I Stand
I Try,But You Know How It Goes
I Try To Comprehend
But It's Hard When You Won't Speak
All I Want To Do,Is To Help You Mend
I Just Hope You Won't Wait A Week
Just To Let Your Mind Speak
Sometimes I Think I Try To Hard
It's Really Wierd,It Just Feels That Way
But Still,I Try To Help You, With Fond Regard
But Hey,That's Just Me,What Can I Say?
Later In The Day,We Break The Silence
I Don't Mean To Be Nosy
It Just Worries Me,And It's On My Conscience
We Talk It Out,And Then Get Cozy
In The Later Conversations
The Mood Is Then Once More Staind
Jus
Our Love
We Can Talk To Each Other About Anything
It's So Cool How We Can Do That
When We Talk, It Pretty Much Involves Everything
That's Something Special,I've Never Felt That
There Is Some Kind Of Connection
I Don't Quite Know What It Is
Just Like When We Show Our Affection
It's Wonderful,It Really Is
We Think About Each Other All The Time
Even More,When We Are Apart
It's Like A Mountain,Desperately,We Are Trying To Climb
Always Having That Warm Feeling In Our Heart
It's That Warm Feeling,Which Is Quite Appealing
It's Like A Story,No Ones Ever Heard Of
I Love It,So Wonderful,What A Feeling!
That My Dear,Is The Meaning Of Our
Why Are They Zombies?? by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
Why Are They Zombies??
Why Are They Zombies?
That's just something I can't comprehend
They all are looking just the same
By looking at them,all they do is blend
It's like all they have,is their name
No sense of personality
Absolutely no self expression
They abide by each other's rationality
Why? Why must they thrive to be part of this obsession?
They take pleasure from everyone's pain
It's like a need to redicule,just to fit in
What kind of friendship is this? It's insane
Is it really that cool to rip off everyone's skin?
Why are they zombies?
I would rather be my own person
Did you not get enough attention from your mommies?
Whatever,go on with you
The Sparkle In Your Eyes by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
The Sparkle In Your Eyes
The Sparkle In Your Eyes
When I look into those beautiful spheres
I see a world all own it's own
A world where you have conquered all your fears
They tell me they don't want to be alone
Within that world,I see treasures unexplored
I begin to feel the loving warmth from inside
Beautiful ones which that can be adored
It's a mutual feeling we both can't hide
Above these treasures,is simply love
So far above the horizon,I have saw
All the wonderful things,amazing to speak of
I just stare,stare with such awe
I love it,what more can I say?
There's just something..something about the sparkle in your eyes
It happens to me everyday
You
Your Lips
They are so warm and tender
I touch them together with mine
The touch, I love,with such a splendor
I feel the goosebumps,up and down your spine
It's really an awesome experience for me
So close,so comfortable,everything just fits right
The feeling feels like we are both free
Running on a beach,no worries in sight
It's something to really look forward to
I enjoy every moment of it
Hugging and squeezing, I stare right into you
It's amazing,no doubt, I have to admit
I've never been this close to anyone before
With the warmth of your lips,as we kiss
I stare into your eyes, which I adore
I'm in a state of wonderful,exciti
Our Words Just Flow by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
Our Words Just Flow
Our Words Just Flow
I can talk to you about every single thing
With no worry in the distant sight
Our words just flow, like a natural spring
We speak with not even a thought of fright
I feel so comfortable to bring it up
So warm,so comfortable, I love it baby
Our words just flow,like water out of a cup
Don't matter what the subject may be
Just talking about anything,and everything that feels right
I would have never been able to do this before
Our words just flow,like a cloud moving through the night
New feeling,new ideas,everything we like to explore
Kinda feels like a dream,in that other state of mind
But deep down I know,this
The Dark Black Cloud by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
The Dark Black Cloud
The Dark Black Cloud
I see her lying there gasping
Eyes all bulgy,and dilated
Some fresh air,that's all she's asking
Why can't this cancer be annihilated?
The dark black cloud is coming down
She's so nervous,so paranoid
Wishes she hadn't done it,but still smokes
Never listened to me,I tried to help her avoid
Telling her she's gonna be alright,we try to coax
The dark black cloud is on it way down
So much pain,all over what?
Is it really that hard to put it down?
The only question is, to light it or to not?
No air in the lungs,feels like she's gonna drown
The dark black cloud is almost on it's way down
I love her,regardless of t
My Wrestling Boots by ResidentEvilRock, literature
Literature
My Wrestling Boots
My Wrestling Boots
If these boots could talk
They would tell tales of once joy
Like when I first put them on to take a walk
At that time,I was just a young boy
If these boots could speak
Fun times and late nights
Learning the trade,and each technique
In the ring , with such bright lights
If these boots had a voice
Breath-taking moments with friends
This was our life of choice
But as all things good, there are always ends
If these boots had vocal chords
Traveling and learning from city to city
Training on those good ol' plywood boards
My two best friends conscience, I began to pity
If these boots could communicate
These wond
Squeezing You
When you sit in my lap
I wrap my arms around you
Just listening to your heart tap
Also sniffing of your awesome shampoo
I just sit there,hugging ,squeezing you
When we meet early in the day
Just walk around,trying to become awake
Then the bell rings,making us go about our way
We then begin to say goodbye,and wave with a shake
I just stand there,hugging, squeezing you
When we go to our classes
Sitting there waiting for them to be done
Looking out the window of the clear glasses
The bell rings,off to meet you I run
I meet you there,hugging, squeezing you
We spend the rest of the day together
Cuddling,laughing ,an
I was laying outside
On a warm night
My baby laying on
My breasts in the moon light
Slowly rocking
Her eyes dazzled by the stars
A late bug came flitting by
I think he waited from afar
To meet the little one
Whose fists relaxed on my breast
He landed on her little back
And said, "Sorry, dear, but I must rest,
I came by to say hello
And welcome to the world".
He unfolded his wings and flew away
And she smiled as if she heard
A bird called from deep within the trees
And she said, "Hello little girl,
Welcome to the world, oh little baby"
Oh my little baby sighed,
Turned her little head to see.
Soon the crickets were chirping
With Winter comes change
When the leaves have fallen away
and the land is dead
white covered ground and
icy sidewalks
We walk together
making footprints
in snow.
Past disressions
have faded away
a new dawn, a new day
awaits us, so crystal
so clear
Tomorrow I fight
Tomorrow I die
But today
If only today
I live
I wish I could see my mother
Touch her face again
Tell her how much I love her
And that I'll see her again
I want to see my father
Feel him clasp my hand
I want him to call me son
I want him to know I'm a man
I want to hold
My little son
Want to watch him grow
But I know I cant
I know I wont
I'm a warrior
Tomorrow I fight
Tomorrow I die
But today
If only for today
I live.
A soaring bird, high in the sky
The blood-red of the bird
A heart pounding wildly, thumping inside a chest
Of a high-flying bird in its tree-binding nest.
The wings of an angel it has, no doubt
Yet they're pinned back with steel traps.
The wings flapping hurriedly, feverishly fast
Still being held prisoner behind the bird's back.
An egg, not yet hatched a
Just Another Girl by BeautifulDistraction, literature
Literature
Just Another Girl
I'm just a freshman in the game of love
And I've been playing with someone much more above.
They were my first love, my first kiss, my whole world.
But now I feel like I was just another girl.
I was driving through traffic on a one-way street;
The feelings I felt just couldn't be beat.
I wish I were unloved and alone, still convinced
That I'd never have anyone but it's not like that since
I fell in love, I got hurt, then cried
Only because I had to say good bye
To the best thing that had happened to me in a very long while
And crying over boys is not my style.
But on my bed, the tears did flow freely.
I feel so foolish, like I've
Walking down the sand-covered road
I feel the sun warming my back
I can smell the sweet ocean scent
The water sprays my face as I draw closer
My feet sink into the clean, white sand
Smiling children build sandcastles
Laughing as the waves knock them down
I can smell the vendors selling lunch
As I lay down my towel, I look toward the water
It is crisp and blue and stunningly clear
I walk toward it and feel the cool, wet sand
The water is warm, lapping at my feet
I walk until the water reaches my waist
Pushing off the bottom, I dive under
The sting in my eyes forces them closed
I come up to catch my breath and take in the ocean a
I Stare Into Your Eyes
With Such Compromise
I See The Spark
It's A Nice Remark
I Can't Resist Your Touch
Never Enough And Never Too Much
I Just Wanna Hide
Within The Warmth
That Feels So Good
Coming From Inside
Your Amazing Grin
It Shouts Out So Wonderful
Even Highlights Your Chin
Along With Your Face
When It Lights Up
What A Colorful Grace!
So Beautiful To My Eyes
Don't Ever Hide It In Disguise
It's A Nice Feeling To Know
That Someone You Love
Without A Doubt
Loves You As Well
And They Are So Truly Beautiful
Both Inside And Out.
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